day 1

Dear Diary,

I have finally decided to start writing in you, to record my thoughts and my experiences. It feels good to have a place to pour out my heart and my soul, a place where I can be honest and vulnerable. I hope that you will be a faithful companion, a friend that I can trust and confide in.

I have been thinking a lot about my experiments lately, and about how I can use them to help the mountain eaters live longer. It is a noble cause, one that I believe in deeply. I want to make a difference in the world, to bring hope and healing to those who need it most.

But as I plan and prepare, I can't help but feel a sense of unease. There are so many questions that I have, so many doubts and fears. What if something goes wrong? What if I make a mistake? What if I cause more harm than good?

I know that I am a scientist, and that my curiosity and my desire to know are part of who I am. But I also know that there are limits, boundaries that I must respect and honor. I don't want to hurt anyone, or to do anything that goes against my values and my beliefs.

I have decided that I will collect children one at a time, to do blood tests, model their DNA, and extract the life force with magic. I hope that this will help me understand more about how the mountain eaters live, and how I can help them live longer. I also hope that it will make me younger and potentially stronger.

But I am worried about the moral dilemma that this poses. I don't want to exploit or manipulate the children, or to use them for my own benefit. I want to be fair and just, and to treat them with respect and kindness. I want to be a role model and an inspiration, not a source of fear or mistrust.

I don't know how this will all play out, or what the future will hold. All I know is that I want to do the right thing, and that I want to live a life that is meaningful and fulfilling. I want to make a positive impact on the world, and to leave a legacy that I can be proud of.

I hope that you will be a part of that journey, dear diary. I hope that you will be a witness to my struggles and my triumphs, and that you will help me stay true to myself and my beliefs.

Yara